wonderful cute little convent vs. big smart jalan empat

okay..so i had a scout meeting earlier..on my back home i was wondering what wud happen if i stayed at convent..

my first thought was i wud be a savage..lol..is savage the right word?

no,it isnt..so i wud be total erm..disaster?

coz im suppose to be mutiara - pearl

n nina is in mutiara so i think i wud end up with her.*shudders 

then i compared convent to j4.

convent is cute,only with a few buildings n everyone of them is two stories.

j4 is huge..4 buildings with 4 stories n dat did not include our wakaf puteri,wakat putera,balai wawasan,kantin,surau lelaki + koperasi sekolah,taman botani.

okay..so u get the picture of how big our skul is..-.-

it's very tiring tho..

longstoryshort..i ended up with no conclusion.:)

as u noticed..i have plenty of grammar errors in my blog.n i dont think dat sentence is correct..

but i dont have the urge to correct them

well,i'd realized that my blog is getting boring-ier n boring-ier each day,..

*sigh

im just no good in this kinda stuffs..:D

oh n im getting my sc n agama paper today!

wish me luck y'all

lets hope i pass with a b or c or the very least just pass..pls dont fail..

..n no,im not targeting for an a..

i'ce also realized smtg ;

everyday i become  a lil more like jln 4 kid..

soon,i'll not be a convent kid anymore..

well,im not one now..but i still behave like one.

but i can feel my self slipping into my anoter self..

which is only known at j4..

my language now is a language of a j4 kid..

n it's horrible..mulut celupar sgt..

let's just hope my friends,that when i met you all again..i can be my convent self..:)

it's not that im a hypocrite but it's just the influence of those who r around me..

but,one can't judge her own self..

so,i'll leaver it to y'all to judge me...see my fb status..

" am i a bad influence?"