Boom

I'm going to dedicate this blog post to someone special.*coughfriendcough*

To Rafiq, you're awesome :)

 Both Rabi and I are kinda busy nowadays, so, don't get mad with out lack of response and whatnot. 

(hey, at least I made the initiative to say you know, apologize and stuff. Not that Rabi would appreciate it. hmph She'd probably just laugh her ass off.)

Oh, who am i kidding? I just don't do blog dedications. It's awkward. Well, at least it is for me.

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Moving on, I'd like to babble about feelings today. You know, like disappointment.

I feel like I've disappointed everyone lately, including myself. There goes my self-esteem.

I'm skipping to the apologizing part since I do not want to elaborate what I meant.

First and foremost, I'd like to apologize to my Mom and Dad, I know you guys worked very hard to be where we are right now, and I'd like to thank you for everything my siblings and I have today. I know I've been bratty lately, but I just couldn't help myself. I promise I'll try my best to be a better daughter to you. I just hope it's good enough.

Also, I'd like to apologize to my teachers. I'm probably the laziest student you teachers ever had. I'm working on it, i swear. But i'm not used to this. I try to do my homework and stuff and sometimes, I succeed. Most of the times though, the devil in me starts whispering/yelling/telling me about stuffs. ect, the internet. 

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Okay, i'm done. I'd like to babble more but apparently, time is running out. 

Actually, there's more to it but the main point is, I'm sure you think this is a joke. Whatv.

Oh hell, i think you're probably laughing like an idiot  right now, yep. 

Self-esteem gone. Boom.